I've never lived and died with the team in quite the way I did during Hoiball and the first couple Prohm seasons.
I'm not sure what it was about those teams, but every game felt like a drama filled emotional roller coaster. Watching Otzball is a much different experience. I'm calmer. I'm drink less. I'm less frustrated when we lose, but not as jubilant when we win. Everything about the experience seems far more stable, and that the program isn't on the verge of combusting.
There was this excitement coming out of the McDermott era that we were back and it clung around for a long time. Something about the way TJ immediately right the ship from Prohm made it feel like the program's foundations were truly rock solid, and any given loss wasn't going to break the whole thing apart.
The stakes feel lower night in and night out, although they've arguably never been higher.