It's obvious that I have to get my head right. I've already done the Midwest life and ran from it when I had the chance.
For my own mental health I have to learn to embrace this place. Right now it's weighing on me pretty heavy. I see this as 5 wasted years until I can start living again.
Obviously that isn't the right attitude....
At least Iowa isn't on fire. Cousin near LA had her car packed and was ready to skidaddle last night.