No tears here. You just carry the same refrain I've heard time and time again from convicts in the pen and recently released. Everything I've studied shows this inability to be accountable for one's own actions and chalk it up as "cops out to get me" is merely done to minimize and justify one's criminal activities. The ones who are most likely to be deemed "rehabilitated" and leave the cycle of sub-civilized behavior are those who recognize law enforcement as doing their jobs and get over their intense distrust authority because they won't let you smoke in peace.