Thanks for sharing this Jared.
I myself feel like I might have something very similar. I have a LOT of anxiety over just about everything. I worry constantly. I'm also happiest when I'm not around other people. I've always thought that I'm just an introvert, but with the anxiety too, it worries me that it might be more than that (see I worry about this too). I also feel like I probably have some level of depression too.
Do you have trouble getting a good night's sleep? I see nearly every hour on the clock every night. I feel good when I can go 2 hours without waking up. Yes, I'm basically a mess.
So does "getting help" involve taking medication, or therapy, or both, what?