I couldn't think of a better thread title, but I'm sure you know what I mean.
I was watching 90210 tonight, and there was a scene where Kelly used cocaine.
It made me think about my time with it (Wow.... That sounds REALLY bad, but hear me out).
So back in Spring 2010 I experimented with cocaine for the first time. One of my best friends at the time was using on Fridays to get him hyped up for when we would go Clubbing that night (my "Clubbing" phase only lasted a couple months). He insisted I try a "numby", placed some in my lower lip, and it was.... Weird.... I hate feeling any form of numbness in my body.
A week after that, I snorted a line the old fashioned way. It did nothing for me. Week later, I do one more, and..... Nothing. I think I was (and still am) just naturally wired all the time that it had no effect on me (or maybe I just didn't notice?). Whatever, haven't done it since.
On Wednesday, October 20, 2010, my oldest friend (of now 30 years) had some mushrooms, which we took at my place after a night at Prairie Meadows.
He took too much, and I took too little. He was out in minutes while I'm just sitting around thinking "Well, what do I do now?".
Though back in August 2007, that same oldest friend had some Oxycontin and I experimented with that. Those two nights are probably still the most relaxed and comfortable I have ever felt in my life.
It. Was. AMAZING!!!!!!
Though I would never do it again, as I know it would kill me now. I'm 99.9% certain I would get addicted nowadays.
With the exception of one time a few years ago with my father with weed, I haven't experimented at all since Wednesday, October 16, 2014 when I had the worse experience with weed. It was clearly laced with something, and I was hallucinating on the drive home from Saylorville Township, and terrified I was going to get pulled over as I was intentionally driving 10 under just to be safe. This was between 1:00am and 2:00am.
Which is kind of funny, as I'm the only one in my family that does not smoke weed. My mother and unofficial "stepfather" of 28 years (they're not married) do it daily, as does my sister. I just don't like how it makes me feel. Makes me feel TOO RELAXED to do anything!!!!
I like to tease my mother a lot as she is such a free spirit, and she was in her 20's in the 1970's. She claims she wasn't some crazy party animal that did tons of drugs, but I like to think I know better.
Hahahaha.
I love my Mom. She is the best, an absolute badass, takes no s***, and is my hero. Though she has admitted to me she did Coke and Mushrooms in her younger years a few times.
Just a few fun stories I wanted to share, think you might get a bit of a laugh, and if you're comfortable, I would love to hear similar stories.
Love you all. Trust you all.
I was watching 90210 tonight, and there was a scene where Kelly used cocaine.
It made me think about my time with it (Wow.... That sounds REALLY bad, but hear me out).
So back in Spring 2010 I experimented with cocaine for the first time. One of my best friends at the time was using on Fridays to get him hyped up for when we would go Clubbing that night (my "Clubbing" phase only lasted a couple months). He insisted I try a "numby", placed some in my lower lip, and it was.... Weird.... I hate feeling any form of numbness in my body.
A week after that, I snorted a line the old fashioned way. It did nothing for me. Week later, I do one more, and..... Nothing. I think I was (and still am) just naturally wired all the time that it had no effect on me (or maybe I just didn't notice?). Whatever, haven't done it since.
On Wednesday, October 20, 2010, my oldest friend (of now 30 years) had some mushrooms, which we took at my place after a night at Prairie Meadows.
He took too much, and I took too little. He was out in minutes while I'm just sitting around thinking "Well, what do I do now?".
Though back in August 2007, that same oldest friend had some Oxycontin and I experimented with that. Those two nights are probably still the most relaxed and comfortable I have ever felt in my life.
It. Was. AMAZING!!!!!!
Though I would never do it again, as I know it would kill me now. I'm 99.9% certain I would get addicted nowadays.
With the exception of one time a few years ago with my father with weed, I haven't experimented at all since Wednesday, October 16, 2014 when I had the worse experience with weed. It was clearly laced with something, and I was hallucinating on the drive home from Saylorville Township, and terrified I was going to get pulled over as I was intentionally driving 10 under just to be safe. This was between 1:00am and 2:00am.
Which is kind of funny, as I'm the only one in my family that does not smoke weed. My mother and unofficial "stepfather" of 28 years (they're not married) do it daily, as does my sister. I just don't like how it makes me feel. Makes me feel TOO RELAXED to do anything!!!!
I like to tease my mother a lot as she is such a free spirit, and she was in her 20's in the 1970's. She claims she wasn't some crazy party animal that did tons of drugs, but I like to think I know better.
Hahahaha.
I love my Mom. She is the best, an absolute badass, takes no s***, and is my hero. Though she has admitted to me she did Coke and Mushrooms in her younger years a few times.
Just a few fun stories I wanted to share, think you might get a bit of a laugh, and if you're comfortable, I would love to hear similar stories.
Love you all. Trust you all.
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